okay just LIFE update/complain because i just got back from a date omfg

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me rn:

just finishing up packing my shit before my flight tomorrow morning (at fucken 5am or some bullshit hour that shouldnt exist) to new york, via hong kong

so excited! i’m coming for u, america. be there in time for a nightcap on sunday evening.

sorry about the lack of communication and posts in the past few days, i’ve obviously been very busy so excuse me if i haven’t replied to something, i’ll get to u eventually!!

byeeeee angels, updates soon xoxo

i just had the cutest ‘real’ date with this boy omg like we just met up around the corner (he lives near me) and had one drink, a few cigarettes, and chatted about Getting To Know You mindless crap, then left the cafe, he kissed me on the cheek (!!!! so cute) and went home

omg i haven’t had just a Cute Date for ages it was so nice. but interesting. 

he is 2.5 years younger than me and has black hair and an eyebrow piercing and is quite handsome yes this is good ah we are also going to meet again next week

Anonymous asked: can you post a picture of your face

omfg

one of my friend’s business partners had lunch with kim cattrall yesterday

and she’s gonna come hang out and buy some of his artwork lmao

what do i even wear when this happens, i just have to look fabulous ugh

brodivision:

I can’t tell if I’m hungry or I just want to make out with someone

probably both

ok let me just recount my night

it’s 3.30pm and i just got home, so last night i went to a few different clubs including one that played like, hip hop stuff and i had no idea how to dance and all the girls were getting crunk and gettin’ down so i just had a go but i probably looked ridiculous

anyway at the place i finally ended up i found some friends i hadn’t seen for a while, then they left, then at about 4am i was sitting having a drink and this guy bounced over to me and animatedly goes ‘heyyyy!’ before realizing that i wasn’t who he thought i was

but i laughed it off to save him the embarrassment (also he was high as FUCK and was very confused haha) and we got talking. i was wearing some glitter on my face and he asked me to put some on his face too, so i did as we shared his beer

and he was adorable, a would-be musician and a writer living some bohemian lifestyle filled with cigarettes and cheap red wine and leather jackets. kid obviously thought he was bob dylan and david bowie’s lovechild though, judging by his ‘look’, but he was so sweet and charming i stayed talking for ages

we went for a smoke and he played me one of his songs on his iPod, and then recited some poetry he loved that was the inspiration, and i was just like omg this is so romantic what the fuck

mind you this guy was gacked out of his brain so he wouldn’t shut up, but we just talked about music and philosophy and earnest hemmingway and drugs until about 6.30am, then went inside to dance and make out on the dancefloor, then went back to his apartment ;)

it was so cliche; we smoked cigarettes and put on old blues songs as he read out some of his favourite poems for me, and eventually put on old 60s stuff like Nico and crawled into bed, covered in glitter and ashes and bruises from the club

i just can’t believe people like this actually exist and i found one. how cinematic!

just got home from a Drag Ball and can i just say

hot guys with tattoos in dresses, wigs, stripper heels and lipstick mmm fuck yeah

tonight was full of eye candy ugh it was amazing

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just wanna bitch about something

so i was out last night and i accidently ran into a bunch of friends i haven’t seen for months from an old workplace, and the first thing each of the girls said to me upon me popping over and saying hello was something along the lines of “oh hey! you’ve lost weight, you look great!”

um, yeah, i’ve actually been very sick for over a week so for a few days i involuntarily threw up everything i ate and i’ve been shaking and nauseous, also my skin is pale and pasty and there are dark circles under my eyes and i look weak and bony, but hey, i’m skinny so obviously that’s a good thing? 

no ‘how have you been?’ / ‘you changed your hair’ / ‘what are you doing right now?’, just ‘you look nice because you’re smaller than the last time i saw you’

it just frustrated me because my size is no longer something i want to be identified or defined by.